LOVE.. the feeling you can't define!

Love! Probably the most complicated yet the most beautiful feeling in the world. A feeling that you die for, you wait to ‘feel’ it, to have the essence of it.Something which is certainly NOT a magic. Magic creates an imaginary world, a perfect world where you don’t have any fear to lose your love. But if you don’t have the fear of losing your love, you are probably not in love. A perfect world doesn’t give tears, pain, heartaches. But without all these love can’t exist.

Love is never perfect. I still remember how I used to believe in all those mushy theories about love. But once you know what love is, you will know they are all craps. They say,  “If you love somebody, let them go. If they return, they were always yours. If they don't, they never were”. But reality says, if someone loves you, he/she can never walk away from you. Love is not blind. It can’t be. Trust can be blind but not love. A boy friend who doesn’t have any problem with her girl getting intimate with someone else, who always understands and never gets jealous.. he is NOT in love.

The best part of love is you can never answer why you love. It’s a feeling you just can’t get rid of. Even if you know you are with the wrong one, you are glad to be in love & all you want is to be with that one for the rest of your life.The only theory abut love which I believe is that true love happens only once. Yes I believe so. 

Someone said to me once, it’s not about the order Shreya, it’s about the priority. And he was partially right. You can find ‘love’ in your first relationship or in the last.. In fact you can fall in love even after getting settled in life. This is what makes love so special. The madness, the craziness you feel in love is something you can’t express in words. You may go to gift her chocolates at around 2 in the night; just to meet him for five mins  you may travel to Bombay from Pune, without having a little knowledge about Bombay. 

You actually do all those stupid stuffs for him, you always want to do something for him to make him feel more & more special, his smile makes you happy & you don’t know why! You laugh even at the stupidest jokes of him, fight for him with the entire world, you get that ‘he is mine’ type feeling. He seems to be the most perfect guy in this whole world. Getting drenched in rain becomes more enjoyable & you actually start smiling without any reason. Life becomes easier, surroundings become more beautiful, and you start living the moments, not the minutes. 

That one voice, that one look, that one smile, and yes that smell .. the world seems empty without ‘him’. He might be your first, your third or your last but that ‘he’ remains the most special one for the entire life. No matter what he did to you, you just can’t ignore him. No matter how much he hurt you, you can never think anything wrong about him. No matter what happens you can never hate him. He holds that special place in your heart forever. You may never talk to him, but you will never forget him. But why? No one knows. Not even you. You don’t know why you care, why you feel, but you do. And that’s what love is.

Being in love is something you enjoy to the core; being in love gives you pain, it kills you inside but with all the heartaches, tears, betrayals, cheatings, separations, break ups & patch ups.. well yes! You have got the essence of ‘love’.  To understand love, you have to fall in love. Being is love gives you a sense of commitment, responsibility. Love doesn’t change you but it definitely brings the best out of you. It may take a lot but gives even more. His smile gives you the inspiration to go on with the life. His words encourages you even in the most difficult times.  

Love is mature, practical yet crazy, stupid and very melodramatic. Love is nothing magical. It is all about those hormones called Adrenaline, Endorphin and it actually makes you jealous, possessive, and definitely not kind & patient!